AI STACY?!

i was thinking about the lack of care and respect i'm receiving from my mom and amanda.. probably the rest of my family with exception to joe and jay. amanda seems to think she can be considered "supportive" doing the LEAST she can do and just encouraging me to go BACK to courage kenny where they DON'T help me with shit JUST because her sister-in-law is a physical therapist at courage kenny. SHE NEVER GAVE A FUCK WHEN I WAS ATTENDING THAT OVERRATED EXCUSE OF A "REHABILITATION CENTER". does she think my videos of me walking which i put on facebook were AI generated or something? an AI stacy! everyone's worst nightmare. courage kenny DIDN'T help me with anything but giving me a place to practice walking. i never used any of their useless machines that my living room wall could operate. i also walked in their pool.. so like i said- they gave me a safe place to walk. the main reason behind my walking was tram holloway's arp therapy. my grandma seen how frustrated i was getting with courage kenny refusing to help me get better because they'd underestimate my potential so they could get me to think i still needed their help in therapy so they could get money doing absolutely NOTHING. i can't remember how many nights i'd cry to my grandma on the phone about courage kenny wasting my life and i could be other places actually making a life for myself. she'd just dismiss the complaints and say, "WHEN I DIE- AMANDA WILL HAVE YOU IN NEW YORK! NO MORE COURAGE KENNY!" my grandma died over 10 fuckin years ago- I'M STILL IN MINNESOTA! so she went out and found tram holloway to ACTUALLY get RESULTS. my grandma made me promise that i'd wait for amanda to assist me in moving to new york because i'm sure she thought i'd get into an accident or some other fatal way in order to get there JUST like last time i went to new york on my own. so amanda is pretty much the barrier here. that and my naive careless grandma. YOU LIKE THAT AMANDA? I'M INSULTING MY OWN GRANDMA BECAUSE OF YOU. maybe one day you'll lose your sense of entitlement and actually CARE for someone other than yourself. i blocked my mom on facebook to see if my traffic views for my blog would decrease and they decreased dramatically. so my mom and/or sister didn't fuckin care about me enough to know the url of my blog- which they viewed at least 15 times a day or they just carelessly depended on my facebook profile which has the url to my blog on it because they're nosey bums. i'm pretty sure family is supposed to be SUPPORTIVE and not jealous, nosey headcases which don't wanna see someone who came from the same place as them do worse or the same in life. someone needs God. and i'm not talking about that phony shit wearing crosses so people assume you're Christian like my mom does. it's gonna take more than that to get your selfish, nosey ass into heaven. i have an appointment to get my hair foiled this afternoon at the salon. the stylist i had which dyed my hair like a week or two ago told me to make an appointment with her in two weeks for a foil but i forgot the name of the stylist. i suppose it doesn't matter.